Long ago…

Words from your heart
I etched it on my body
Every time I breathe I exhale those to survive,
That last beat of serenity in me
My love!
wakes me up
This time I couldn’t stop
I walked straight
to the shadows I espied
and recited a tale which doesn’t exist anymore,
Like a hurricane, your lies were whirling
I fell into the deep trance of life
Where I found those shells
Which echoed my crestfallen sins,
The nerves of my throat
turns blue
I can no more speak
Was is it a sign?
To end our doomed fable
Yes, it is!
Now I slept with the peace which ain’t died
It’s like
Long ago I spelled your name
Now I forgot who you are,
Moreover the letters
in your name!

©Thahira

Immortal star💫

This letter is for you!
Sushant💫

Who has become the best memory in my life of happiness. And I forever had a dream that I would meet you someday, but I’m not lucky enough because you went faraway beyond the Sky, beyond the Universe, far away from where I can’t reach.

Why is that? I questioned as many times as possible but couldn’t get an answer but a thought flashed which gave comfort and relief to my soul.

It’s that you are happy right now, living among cosmos, staring your lovable moon closer which you have always dreamt off. You don’t need a telescope now to watch the rings of Saturn, as you are a ring on your own, safer in your mother’s arms.

You left your smile here, living among us in your musings, I feel you deserve more SSR, this world is too small for your thoughts and dreams.

I believe you are somewhere in a parallel universe,
dreaming

And I would see you every day at the night sky,
shining bright with your contagious smile as always
You are a star

An immortal one
Etched in my heart💜

Love you 💜💫

©Thahira

My feelings

“My feelings!
You are a purple haze
I fear,
You will blow me away
From when did you trounce my soul?
I try to run away from you
But you locked me in the dark cage
You showed me the bunch of keys
Named each one differently
You asked me to pick one,
I shrugged fiercely
To choose the right one,
For I had always lived in dilemma,
Am I falling in love?
Or it’s just an attraction,
My feelings!
Show me the right key?
To open my heart which you have caged,
It’s hurting
Deep inside
Like Cactus piercing my flesh
I won’t resist
That you don’t exist
I smile
To hide you
But you find me
To seek you
Yes I’m here
Exhausted
Worn out
But still fighting with you,
Now stop playing with me
Show me mercy
Show me the right key!”

©Thahira

Let it go..

Million words
I could say
A million verses, again and again, to cast a spell on us
To bear our conditions of anxiety
Those thrown out mysteries on us
We have to play so fiercely
What could ever stop us?
To those why, what or when,
they have questioned?
Oh no!
We walk on the invisible way
Which we made on our own
fearing to be thorns,
That bitterness we carry inside us
To Whom does it make sense
Whom?

Let go…let go of every negatives inside you. Don’t seek sweetness always, it’s sometimes bitterness which will enhance the new ‘you’ and make you learn.

©Thahira

Melophile

How it feels when the cold breeze hits our face in the misty morning or during the late mandarin evening. Or what if this happens, that you are able to touch the colors of the rainbow to paint your scars, to conceal your hidden pain.
It will all be like walking in dreams, in a mere paradise with no sight.
But you know what, you aren’t alone in this.


yea! it will all happen with someone who accompanies you unknowingly, to let all of those unseen feelings and emotions inside you to overflow.
And I felt that someone inside me, in a form of soul entwined with my heart,
A soul which carried my body to the sky and made me fly, and took me to the moon valley to find the fossils of dinosaurs. Ain’t I go wild?


It’s a soul which is making me live a life in dreams amidst of chaos all-day,
the caricature of my self dances in another world to every beat of the soul,
Its rhythm, lyrics, voice, and everything together which I haven’t learned but I know how it feels and how it heals,

Music – I would call it my soul, I would call it  hope, I would name it medicine
which has a power of curing our inner self
It’s an art and art never dies, it lives by making others live.

©Thahira

I ain’t gonna stop!

Behind the curtains
striped of sandal shadows
of longing temptations hidden,
found a sane valley
to rescue me from
all of those mysteries
to terminate my vexation
But no!
It’s perhaps to lock me
inside a box of toys
to remain unused, like how I became
as I grew up and became a woman
with infinite dreams within,
Rope of havoc weaved in my life
I rolled off and reached the tunnel
where the coal of darkness
caught my existence
and the rope
was no longer enough to save me!
Where I heard an echo around
‘Girls need to get married
and no need to study’
my dreams
my desires
inside my heart
shouted
to let my passion
not to sink in blood hell
of tantrums
forcing upon my life,
I don’t want to stop
I want to run
I want to chase
till my breath feels
gratified,
Behind the curtains, I don’t hide anymore
As I echoed back, that I would fight
And said
I’m always ready to face
my chaos
which life throws at me!

©Thahira

What should I name?

Those curves of colors in my dream which keeps me awake every night. Those fainted moments I carry through the paths of hope I walk. Deserted sobbing which I shed beneath my snug pillow. Or that traumatic infatuation that pleads to my soul.
Hanging between numerous options or sometimes remaining as a lone entity to wander over my perception of thoughts.

What should I name all these?
Ain’t I name it a Salty feeling?
Or mixed of emotions driving me away
throughout my life?

©Thahira

War of thoughts

I thought I would leave a letter someday that I’m leaving far where the sky ends. Maybe the far was meant true that I never wrote such letter still. But I have always wished for it that I would leave my very own people. Sipping the last drop of my bitter coffee, cause when I’m hurt I don’t mind for sugar, I thought of living a life away from anyone who was known to me once so sweet.
I felt this life was so cruel that I smelt my diaries often which was filled with all my pain and sleepless nights.

Always there was gambling between my thoughts and me, where I know I’m the one who loses. I still think a lot until I drown in my blood of thoughts.

I think till the sky bleeds and touches my feet.
In the midst of everything, I loiter upon quitting my wretched desires.

I call my own name sometimes to feel alive, I act like mad. No, I’m. Late-night when silence marks its presence I dwell upon my aliveness. I write in my mind, thinking all those stories left unsaid.

Still, I wish to live this enigmatic life, cause I’m loving to drown, learning to swim with letters and words which keeps me alive! Here I’m.

©Thahira

Welcome all!

Hello everyone, this is Thahira
I’m a learner and an ardent art lover who always crave for poetry and philosophy

Touching the sky above with words and feeling the rain in verses and living the life in poetries. Reading the thoughts in paragraphs, scribbling down the mysteries untangled. Everything and all are words that we spill in the end.

I’m penning down all of my heart here, Happy reading!

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