happiness

~a flow

I wanted to share so many things for a long time, but I strived with where to begin or how to end it and still do.
I don’t remember when was the last time I looked at the sky and smiled happily but in my memory each day I’m seeing myself watching the sky and admiring wholeheartedly.
And sometimes when I think about what will happen next, I won’t lie. I’m scared and my eyes show fear as if I’m falling from the sky.
You know, how pleasant it is that you know you are fantasizing about everything around you yet it’s not a big deal. Because it is something that gives you happiness killing away the sadness.


I feel surviving these days itself is like a cherry cake added with barriers and hope. To taste and keep moving on is what I’m doing and that’s how the year started.

@Thahira

Seeking and Evolving

I crave thousands of things in a day, knowing that it can’t happen in real.  I look at the freshly bloomed flower and think of the day when I would be that flower showering happiness around me. I stand solitary staring at the waves, imagining how it comes back and forth. Likewise, my thoughts which are not steady and struggling. I wish to become colors, I wish to become a rainbow but reality doesn’t exist in my dictionary. But no period is constant.

I always wonder how everything unique happens at the same time in the universe. How we are bound by many things, but we all experience different moments. Sometimes, the space in my mind holds so many mysteries unrevealed, and it just doesn’t want to be revealed. That 10-year-old me, who thought of becoming something, she’s not the same anymore. And that’s when you discover what’s reality is.

Every bit of possibilities changes, like how the moon changes its shape, yet it becomes full one day. Maybe that’s how we are, we become something one day grabbing the right moment. And that’s how maybe life is, there is nothing constant, there is nothing that could stop you from seeking and evolving.

And I’m here, a normal being painting my space
seeking and evolving…

©Thahira

fairy and her fouls

today it’s all about
me and poetry,
first time when I tried
to search, smell, taste
what is poetry?
i thought
it’s all about jamming
rhyming words in the end,
but all I heard was
it’s more than we would ever imagine!
i was protruding at the edge
to experience the unknowns,
like a thunderbolt
my questions remained questions
but I never stopped
to seek that priceless feeling
which waked up the fairy in me with answers,
all those thoughts
which lied static on my
restless mind,
slowing
weaved into words,
reviving
the true feeling of poetry,
that was hidden
somewhere in me,
flabbergasting my inner soul
with hope to relive,
all those fouls
i carried so far
filled up my diary
but,
you know what
it’s beautiful
intriguing
for I tasted poetry
how it truly feels
with not just rhyming
but all of the unseen
with its
power of healing!

©Thahira

My feelings

“My feelings!
You are a purple haze
I fear,
You will blow me away
From when did you trounce my soul?
I try to run away from you
But you locked me in the dark cage
You showed me the bunch of keys
Named each one differently
You asked me to pick one,
I shrugged fiercely
To choose the right one,
For I had always lived in dilemma,
Am I falling in love?
Or it’s just an attraction,
My feelings!
Show me the right key?
To open my heart which you have caged,
It’s hurting
Deep inside
Like Cactus piercing my flesh
I won’t resist
That you don’t exist
I smile
To hide you
But you find me
To seek you
Yes I’m here
Exhausted
Worn out
But still fighting with you,
Now stop playing with me
Show me mercy
Show me the right key!”

©Thahira

Welcome all!

Hello everyone, this is Thahira
I’m a learner and an ardent art lover who always crave for poetry and philosophy

Touching the sky above with words and feeling the rain in verses and living the life in poetries. Reading the thoughts in paragraphs, scribbling down the mysteries untangled. Everything and all are words that we spill in the end.

I’m penning down all of my heart here, Happy reading!

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